I’ll opt for a big no

As a maiden female baby,

I was born to my mom

she’s proud of my

zodiac sign Gemini,

even if I’m no son

She brought me up,

tutored me d' lesson

self protection,

my prime option

 "A girl child only,

you're no male person

it matters a little,

if a budding surgeon"

Ought to abide

by her decision,

as life turns ugly so often

Her emphatic words,

I can't merely fore go

 when I desire a yes,

I'll opt for a big no

Taught right-wrong,

when I was young

for a befitting reply,

to sharpen d' tongue

On treacherous world,

 to turn my back

to keep arms folded,

across the chest

clinch my hands,

to make tight fists

signal firmly,

a brave heart exists

Look to infinity,

feign nothing I see

to keenly explore,

 but pose nil I notice

to build up poise inside,

from foes to defend self,

I'm amply armed,

with all battlements"

"Amenable to none,

 ready for d' show

When I desire a yes,

must opt for a big no"

Once it happened,

then I was too young

Play time over,

sun at pretty low

dusk approaching fast,

to scurry home only go

Bare footed,
I had no sandals
stepped on a

 red hot charcoal
Picnickers had left

in the field,

cooked alluring foods,

merry making they did

I screamed, had to stop,

pain made me lift  
one foot up
Tear trickled

 down my cheek,
mom rushed to

d' spot of picnic

No issue, a trifling matter,

solace given by mother

our heights almost at per,

yet me, in tender arms of her

Then I was nine years old,
tale of a village fakir, she told
with no dilly-dallying at all,

he marched on burning coal
"Behave brave enough,

cross entire hurdles

Leave barriers behind,

stride steady and slow

when u desire a yes,

must opt for a big no"

Now grown up,
a beautiful mermaid,
dwell in a palace,
in ocean bed
Often swim alone,
in deep blue ocean
pop up for hours,
for earth's loveliest person

Turned my head,
could see my mom
her lips mumbling,
same senescent song
Self protection,
your prime option

can shape life on my own
yet no other go 
Though desire a yes
I'll opt for a big no

 Who updates trade tricks,
tries to improve skill
He's kept in high esteem,
as per my inner feel

In endless path of wisdom,
takes on a pony back ride
  admire him as genuine,
I don't wish to hide

Over protective mom,
yet repeats with concern
"Self protection,
your prime option"
On mom's laid down track,
a long way I've to go 
even desire a bulky yes,
yet I'll opt for a big no