Strange notions

It often occurs, too hypothetical,

appears absurd, nothing abnormal

Food cooked and kept in kitchen,

salivating smell, ready to be eaten 

Still I carve, an illusory situation,

no eatables, starving only option

Tummy empty, no retort in mind,

Gulp only water, get acclimatized

Wished to walk a stretch at ease,

a seashore stroll, in cool breeze

Assume a while, not able to see,

a stick to sense d’ things for me

Perceive events in surrounding,

sense d’ ambience, being a blind

Ample objects, mind’s eyes see,

 vastness of sand and tides in sea

Just formed a fussy fascination,

U so close, still appear unknown

No concern, no bites of emotion,

as if we exist in  distant locations

Wily diplomacy dipped innocence,

in too bosom a guy’s serene face

Abuses, yells of suffering persons,

Shrills, symphony, same vibrations

Pass in zone of decayed corpses,

In a temple, with heavenly smells

Pungent fumes of a chemical Lab.,

no elation with a somatic smell fab

Erotic fragrance of fresh flowers,

 foul odor of sewage tank spillage

Chaotic rush, a bomb blast sound,

frightening bark of a grey hound

A black smith’s hot metal hitting,

wood pecker’s, sedulous pecking

Recurrent hissing chord of snake,

 earth arrived baby’s woeful cries 

No romance, no passion arousal,

even close proximity to a damsel

Unable to walk, intact lower limbs,

 conceptualizing a limbless feeling

 Amidst near dear ones, feel forlorn,

shrouds a vacant feeling, I’ve none

I’m all alone, an unknown person,

an imprint set, to me none’s known

I’m non-existent, no shape, no form,

ample comfort in a nihilistic delusion