All in waiting

 

If hesitancy melts and I’m bold,

so much untold waits to be told

Scores of germane time's gone,

many undone needs to be done

Ample concerns to be conveyed,

all in waiting even its delayed

Tons of good will I shower on U

oh dear, Happy birthday to you

Your unendurable departure,

made me a pitiable creature

time elapsed, then I realized

U've made me rich and wise

Bodily presence or absence,

 hardly makes any difference

U generated d’ magic spark,

to illuminate my way in dark

  
Taught me, inert life to shape,

to fetch a feather for my cap

task turned vibrant, amazing

a thanks giving in d' waiting

You too made me realize it,

 abrupt stop means a defeat

d' defeat won't be accepted

only aim is to march ahead


 

If left forlorn on way side,

 locate terminus, do stride

change, be self made man,

have vision to spot d' gems

In pulpy palms my face held,

for a candid kiss on forehead

I'm on track, apt in achieving

d' forehead kiss yet in waiting

All d' sincerity, entire effort 

put together to come to top

to accomplish d' job meagre,

can not be sufficient enough 

Figure d' disfigured faces,

contour d' ugly body parts

excellence ought to erupt

 if engaged mind and heart

Done!, rejoice with a drink

before toast overtly a clink

mood is on for celebrating

drink, clink both in waiting

You only taught me d' theme

not to trade with my dreams,

U insisted on, not to auction

my valued creative passion

Thousandth poem to be over,

then only a high five for sure

your bargain still I remember

soon d' endeavour will be over

Hand not yet up, towards sky

over the head for a high five

writing, avidly enumerating

a warm high five in waiting

U came as a lesson in my life

while I stood on a cross road

totally perplexed, confused

aimless, indigent character

thank you for your departure

won't accept defeat any more

Heart needs to break once,

 in verge of being shattered

held back a crumbling down,

no wait for soothing words

Got rejuvenated on my own

work's on, passion blooming

managed events from mind

so a warm hugging in waiting

Hurriedly heart can't donate,

remain with an empty chest

 full with life, a delightful man

 beating heart won't miss again

Perceive in heart, decides brain

broke the link of misery chain

oath taken, d' act not to repeat

same blunders, not to commit

From d' glassware I'm sipping,

the lusty cheers yet in waiting

U came to my life as a lesson,

taught a lot, moved away soon

a tough terrain I went through,

u guided, so I owe thanks to U

Couldn't call u dear or darling,

never wiped the tear trickling 

I proved unfit to render solace,

hard times U passed in silence



Easily forgot entire happening

in spite of all d' short comings

with fingers you made a v sign 

I'm really indebted to u darling

Can't bear pain of your departure

creates turmoil in life altogether

if pathless, be a pole star for me

my thumbs up for you in waiting

Because words hardly matter

Life was getting soaked

with

 freshness of silent songs

season wrapped up fast,

something went wrong!

Memories withered soon

as if dry shrivelled leaves

Spring too passed quietly,

in no moment vanished

Damp eyes made me feel,

gone my ability, tricky skill

I’m no starter nor immature
yet

 inefficacy crept in for sure

D' split second was fast over,

when we two met each other

soft smile on his lips flicked

curvy look in his quick eyes

I got bruised, intensely hurt,

his silence spoke quite a lot

No words his tongue uttered,

because words hardly matter

Sensed gravity in his brief talk,
 noted maleness in lively walk

 prompt, seems fittingly perfect,

obviously be my prime choice

But does he observe my love!,

felt tremor of my heart throbs?

Unable to express, wont utter,

because words hardly matter

Obviously I love d’ person,

one of the

world’s handsome creation

I’m nowhere near a start,

he fell right in to my heart

To d’ geek smart looking guy,

unable to open up,

know not why?
Also can’t stay

 quiet for a long time,
ought to

pour my heart, out to him

Being in love is awesome,

it may or may not blossom

No gossips, no chatting,

whatsoever

because words hardly matter

Boy friend a misnomer, I hate

journey so far with him's great

In my life a valuable person,

adheres to my labile emotion

I’ve no romantic involvement,

yet he’s life’s big achievement

If love is a real waste of time,

wish to repeat umpteen times

No talks, no gossips

yet moments feel much better

because words hardly matter

In love things appear rosy,

moon looks bigger and cozy

Music begins in background,

cease to listen other sounds

Love disheveled hair 
on his forehead,

smitten by his looks,

I’m going mad

 To stay immuned
to his alluring charms

just beyond belief,
 pinches, causes harm

I desire to step out of

four walls of my home

for his reception and

to extend warm welcome

I love just to be with him,

together silently do things

Instead of talk episodes,

smile exchange much better

because words hardly matter