My foe, I miss you so much

My foe tried to keep me

in good humor,

flawlessly performed

like a real well wisher

Wished to elate me

elevate my mood,

an unusual conduct

to appear  too good

I knew she’s a tough nut

hard to crack her shell,

acted extremely docile

feigned to behave well

Once acted over smart

conspired a drone attack,

a telecast to befool me

to amuse her company

Some sort of ghastly act

to hurt me, hard to think,

soon seen to diffuse d’ ire

to sustain a working link

Cursed with woes, all kind

to disrupt my peace of mind,

wedged an undeclared war

my defeat, top target of her

To utmost extent feigned

to prove she's best friend

but she miserably failed,

remained a foe till d’ end

Her cute pampering tricks

are obvious, well known,

color altered now and then

like a cunning chameleon

Heart filled with hatred

yet for obvious reason,

for fake love laden smiles

her lips so often widened

 Her total in & out known

heals minor headaches,

creates a lot of concern

 too unsought heartaches

More than her own self

I'm cared, loved, valued,

ready to hug pains for me

entire world over looked

Often she makes me feel

for her I’m a nonentity,

pushes me to a corner,

ignores, I’ve no priority

Disappeared at fast pace

made me deaf and dumb,

her absence terribly felt

its withdrawal syndrome!

Thrown far after being used

no exaggeration, no hype

I’m startled and confused

I wrongly felt she’s my type

Yet I miss her so much

our lives deeply entwined

Hitches, frowns, insults

accepted umpteen times