My foe, I miss you so much

My foe tried to keep me

in good humor,

flawlessly performed

like a real well wisher

Wished to elate me

elevate my mood,

an unusual conduct

to appear  too good

I knew she’s a tough nut

hard to crack her shell,

acted extremely docile

feigned to behave well

Once acted over smart

conspired a drone attack,

a telecast to befool me

to amuse her company

Some sort of ghastly act

to hurt me, hard to think,

soon seen to diffuse d’ ire

to sustain a working link

Cursed with woes, all kind

to disrupt my peace of mind,

wedged an undeclared war

my defeat, top target of her

To utmost extent feigned

to prove she's best friend

but she miserably failed,

remained a foe till d’ end

Her cute pampering tricks

are obvious, well known,

color altered now and then

like a cunning chameleon

Heart filled with hatred

yet for obvious reason,

for fake love laden smiles

her lips so often widened

 Her total in & out known

heals minor headaches,

creates a lot of concern

 too unsought heartaches

More than her own self

I'm cared, loved, valued,

ready to hug pains for me

entire world over looked

Often she makes me feel

for her I’m a nonentity,

pushes me to a corner,

ignores, I’ve no priority

Disappeared at fast pace

made me deaf and dumb,

her absence terribly felt

its withdrawal syndrome!

Thrown far after being used

no exaggeration, no hype

I’m startled and confused

I wrongly felt she’s my type

Yet I miss her so much

our lives deeply entwined

Hitches, frowns, insults

accepted umpteen times

Never seen him, yet not absurd

I casually resolved and

rushed to meet d’ God

my mediocre Santro DX 

racing on temple road

Temple doors laid open

for dusk prayer session,

Conch shell to be blown,

drums too beastly beaten

In midst of d’ trumpets’

loud deafening sound,

holy lamps to be lighted

in d’ temple compound

Group recital of hymns,

scores of rituals be done

I evidently love, such an

ambiance of devotion

Minds soaked in adoration,

 animals too enthralled often

Caught sight of a freak dog,

taking a dip in temple pond

Ajar doors pulled apart,

I kept cool, no smart act

to get a glimpse of idols,

 not eager, no hurry at all

Pushing, dashing, jostling

 steadily ought to subside

God grants ample time,

to unfold d’ loaded mind

Initial frenzy of devotees

 once languidly pass over,

a suffocation free period

ought to turn up for sure

By my side I sensed a guy,

tons of queries, lots of why

look curious but sweet chin,

face dubious, shy shrunken

Turned to me after a while

started with a gentle smile

“why apart for long period,

 least allured to see d' god?”

“Its none of your business”

I strongly wished to retort

retreated my steps back,

giving a second thought

got irritated to inner core,

silly query, so didn’t answer

With a push or pull gesture,

 intend not to see, bit earlier

chaotic milieu makes me sick,

he did avidly accept my logic

In God’s amazing creation,

nothing sustains in isolation

Almighty omnipresent god

never seen, yet not absurd

retains A to Z  synchronous

felt in each atom of universe

Sun, moon, all lives on earth,

worms, whales, moth or ants

in mitochondria of all d’ cells,

exist in d’ genes of each allele

I recited facts and he agreed,

yet so conveniently vanished

to bid good bye even if vexed

didn’t get him in temple complex 

Campus calm devotees gone

prayer’s over, seen no person

found only d’ poor creature,

droplets of water body over

Stood quietly, fully startled,

begging with silent words!

to carry on as dog on earth,

or to pray for a human birth?

Wink less eyes focused on idol,

 d' sight I won’t like to miss at all

not just an idol, so lively a god

never seen him, yet not absurd