Wish to be a working dog

U never let me say my thing,

hinder to vent my inner feeling

Now carefully listen,

grant me a cool hearing

or else I’ll presume

better not to say anything to U

and to simply do,

what I must do*

Utter,

what all  running through,

your pretty little head,

I won’t  wish to interrupt,

do go ahead

I understand we’re a couple,

yet two individual people

Very different, too dissimilar,

likes, dislikes not identical*

An urge within me yet aflame,

d’ enthusiasm to write poems

I’ll write, thrive,
 it’s my passion,

I know poems won't

fetch me ration

But to break myself fully open,

to decide my factual destination

To find out what more I can be,

create some stuff, store like bee

No more a solitary confinement

where do I stand,

I need to reinvent* 

Your aversion to poems

by now well known

I know not to deal with,

such a situation

Lived with U for a period so long,

endured d’ abuse of your,

untied tongue

A thought too often erodes me,

how to generate an opportunity

Wish to explore out on my own,

even no support, to go all alone

I’m strong enough on my inside,

ready to venture for a forlorn ride*

Now on I can manage myself well,

basis of my existence I’ll foretell

It won’t make my both ends meet

but ample freedom, to keep me fit

To ferret out

true purpose of my life,

made up my mind

not to yield to coercion

of any kind

A distinct desire to

march ahead,

need no pity, no solace, no hug

wish to be a working dog