Ramp, a disable's only access

A bitter event of d’ season

a 12 year old killed herself

consuming poison?

Youngsters can go

to any extent

Can cook delicious dishes,

assemble bomb elements

Tender age, how got fade up

life span not mature enough

can’t grasp life’s wackiness

won't react utterly helpless

Freedom curbed to go around

paraplegic, wheel chair bound

tragic life of a disabled person,

death rather a preferred option

Once confident of own wings,

can achieve limitless heights

in under 14 basket ball match

worked for a national level fight

Accidental fall, down d’ steps,

hurt in back, broke d’ spine

d' blazing hopes shattered

dreams vanished in no time

Brought back from hospital

on a wheel chair,

Home furbished to receive her

with a well come banner

Soon things will be alright

all odds in life U can fight

motivating words, family support

she truly got charged up

Brave hearts use their mind

perform works of any kind

I took her to school in d’ city

to resume her routine activity

One leg enough to climb Everest,

even to win a dance contest

Papa planned for a budget car,

mom told, a folding wheel chair

 stressed on her child's comfort

kept insisting, its the foremost

Helping hands got reduced,

turned ploddingly reluctant

all had diverse works to do,

tried to impress, its important

Papa’s vital meeting schedule,

brother getting late for school

 my burden on my mom in toto,

 lift me, my wheel chair in auto

In lift taken to class in 1^st floor,

down again once classes over

must be regular in education,

it’s priority, our sole intention

I developed an ugly backache

its a slipped disc in my back,

no weight lifting, enough rest

back support, a lumbar corset

crossed all hurdles, I valued her

fed her, not her younger brother

In laws often discuss in low voice,

if no cure God must call her back

Me in deep sleep, to fetch water,

from bed she fell down on floor

I was too tired, she didn’t disturb,

with a hurting back I pulled her up

Lift out of order one week back,

 way to upstairs, only stair case

Pain for me, for my child, both

too torturing life for both of us

My low back in a critical shape,

none to assist, no peon to help

no concern seen for d' repair job

no ramp to push, wheel chair up

Ailment worsened, did a check up

leukaemia unveiled terribly shocked

  only few months left, my doctor told

to decide her future, must be bold

Uncertain her life, after I’m gone,

no father, brother, principal or peon

World will be a hell, full of torture

no one to rescue, ought to suffer

Mixed content of d’ bottle in milk,

kissed on forehead, told to drink

got drowsy, half drooped eye lids

steadily quietly slid to deep sleep

A calm nap, no more humiliation,

peace to prevail, all struggle gone

d’ curse nullified, suffering’s over,

In my lap, appears fully secured

Now no need to bodily lift her,

neither her folded wheel chair

ultimately got lifted from hell,

dense darkness, agony well

not suicide but a silent murder,

a pitiable mom did d’ slaughter

 ready for a harsh punishment,

no lifer, grant a death sentence

 spare not from capital penalty,

I killed her and obviously guilty

If law’s lenient, verdict delayed

 disease too sanction me a death

Education if a fundamental right!

why disables struggle and fight

in schools why no ramps erected

wretched state taken for granted

 Ramp, a disable's only access,

in life to achieve a little success