Ought to give birth

Agony of labor,

stigma of unwed mother

both together,

create turmoil in mind

of a diverse kind

They say d’ bond

between child and mother,

grows more stronger,

the more d’ pain of labor

Can’t bear d’ pain,

don’t want to suffer

an epidural a bliss

for a painless labor

Natural birth,

a painful event

I berate a dragged out labor

Its my right to choose,

no one can interfere

Evidently my duty to rear

a baby born out of wedlock,

fully on my shoulders

surpassed by family members

Must go on my own,

I’ve no support system

I handled pregnancy all alone

no help, no advice ever given

In me a mini life

 calmly trying to settle,

no event to be belittled

It’s a divine wish,

I’ll permit it to flourish

if a God given gift

casually can’t terminate it

It ought to survive,

all set for a mental turmoil

a tiny bit of living flesh,

I have no right to spoil

Fear of pain not to deter

can’t creep in hesitancy,

not going to get rid of it,

a scope to enjoy pregnancy

An easy labor my option

 be an epidural or c-section,

a painless labor people dislike

but none can dictate,

 it’s my right

Wish to formulate a drug

to ease out labor pain

for a natural child birth

fear need not engulf brain

Maddening motherhood

appears too frightening

but an adventure

delightful and thrilling,

accelerates heart throbs

I’ll be a mother,

 not lacking in love

A full term brilliant baby

I’m sure I’ll have,

of a genuine complexion

can guess its genetic pattern

inherited from either parents

my presence of mind,

and his intelligence

one day a smart guy

will thank parents

for inborn smartness,

an enviable IQ score

a cumulative effect of genes

to it got transferred

A star from heaven,

to be a superstar on earth

A genius offspring

can’t disown

ought to give birth