Saturday 1 October 2016

Truly trying to retain

A warrior, with no troop
standing aloof, all alone
A  deserted chameleon,
my days, over and gone


Ever on a frantic search,
to gain much more things
possess items in surplus,
yet my desires unending

A stream in vast desert,
with dwindling identity
futile all my attempts,
fully unwanted activity

No values left in me,
evidently a dirty soul
An undesired demon,
among d’ cute angles


An evaporating aroma,
in thin air, to disappear
receding wave in ocean,
no more appear in shore

I’m ignored, forgotten,
no one really bothered
lost in d' list of names,
I am trying to discover
Avoided as if unknown,
in streets, on d’ roads
trying to locate myself,
in files, on the boards

Life has truly taken,
an absurd ugly turn
my face now unseen,
unfamiliar, unknown
Saw d’ image in mirror,
read myself, to d’ core
stunned, whom do I see,
I am the same no more
Gone wild, might explode,
outside or at work place
a bruised snake with hiss,
spew venom on any face

Badly battered zones,
evidently I wish to hide
truly a mystique soul ,
in heart anguish buried
My dictates, of no value
now no heed being paid
can lash out at any one,
if attempts to go ahead
My identity goes vague,
 it tends to disappear
it must not turn hazy,
sincerely wish to ensure
May call a frowned fox,
mockeries I can’t bear
my soul screams loud,
mind a smashed mirror
Like a crumpled paper,
being tossed into drain
it’s my erased identity,
truly trying to retain

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